Today at 5:30pm I finally remembered that I had a meeting with a professor. I was half an hour late. Stressed I was. and a little sad I did not catch the professor in time.As I was walking back to the dorms, a 3rd year caught up with me and introduced himself to me. &spent half an hour making me feel better . Also gave me tips on how to succeed in pharmacy school. &there’s not one...
It has almost been a month since I started school. &I’ve most definitely realized it’s not easy at all (not that I ever thought school was a breeze overall). Even after my first week here, I thought this was the worst the quarter can get, but in fact. IT DOES GET WORSE. More quizzes. More midterms. More extra classes we need to go to. We keep saying that the reason why our grades...
First day of class today at 9AM. So terrified. I wish there was some way to prepare but there isn’t.
Yesterday I left my company of two years. So bittersweet. I saw this company change from this small 50 people company to now 200+ employees. Also was able to see this company get NDA approval, MAA approval and Canada Health approval! So crazyy. But time to move on I guess and enjoy my last 15 days in san diego. I hope to be able to see everyone before I go. ….
I can’t believe I’m saying this, but I’m actually going to Loma Linda next year. My dream. The one thing I’ve been working toward for the longest time is becoming a reality……
I’m so blessed to have such an awesome boss at work.
Today was one of my pharmacy hero’s last day. I’m so sad. I learned so much from him. He taught me lessons I will forever keep. Like, it’s okay to yell at customers if they get angry (though, I do need to work on my yelling skills) and to never say “i think or maybe.” I’ve never seen such a good pharmacist before. He always had the tech’s back and...
What I have learned about retail pharmacy: 1)Being a pharmacist is not what everyone thinks it is. In fact, its far from it.The retail pharmacist does not in fact have flexible hours. Its also hard to get vacation time. Not to mention the constant stress. of angry customers….. 2) I want to say I love retail because of the customer interaction. but that’s not always true (because some...
I praise God for the lady in the cubicle next door. She makes me believe in myself just a little more.
If I go to pharmacy school&i get into University of South Carolina I won’t be lying when I tell people I got into USC. or if I get into SDSU (South Dakota State University). :D
Inspire me. because I’m running fresh out of ideas.
I’m SO HAPPYYYYY.
Stressed&tired was I today, but then I rememberedI got to ride in a golf cart with a friend for the first time. with super fast speed. &it made me smile. I wish the UCSD quarter system went by slower so I could have more moments like this.
Today as I was about to pack up to leave, the lady next door came by my cubicle and she said, “are your finals this week? I’ll keep you in my prayers.” so sweet. &&later I checked my email. the other intern sent me a link to a website he made meant for people who are “spiritually weak (really for those who are in need of accountability for their sins)” angry...
Can it be christmas already?
I refuse to believe I’m trying hard enough.
Its 12:49 AM right now. I should be sleeping. but I can’t. Maybe its because I had coffee earlier today. but either way. right now. at this moment. I’m stressed and scared for the coming quarter. freaking out in fact. I’ve never been one to handle stress well. I’m afraid of flyering—not being able to answer people’s questions about RGC. I’m afraid of...
I have this sudden urge to make balloon animals. I just wish I could find my balloon pump and balloons. T0T
You’d think grown-up adults don’t do drama. …so wrong.
My perfect plan after leaving Palomar colege would be 1)graduating within two years. 2)Being able to hang out with all of my old TP friends&Palomar buddies 3)Getting by with A’s and B’s. mostly A’s 4)getting rec letters from professors. 5)finding a lab that fit my interest. 6) maybe even getting a job. 7)Hopefully. that would help me get into UCSD skaggs or USC....
Dinner with the Homeless
Today I went out with my brother small group&gave dinner to the homeless. It was definitely worth doing. Not only did I got to spend some lovely time with my brother small group, but it also opened my eyes to how scary the world is. The first group of people were okay. It was a group of 3 and then later 5 people. The first three were Ricky, Kelly, and Dusty. Ricky is a non-believer; just got...
KDM [Korean Drama Moment]
Today. I had a korean drama moment. Charissa, my sg leader was driving me back home. &&we passed by the parking structure next to geisel.&&i saw this person walking. for a moment. I just thought he was some random stranger. Then he turned his head. GUESS WHO IT WAS!!?…a long lost friend. Right at that moment, I made charissa stop the car in the middle of the street....
“A gossip betrays a confidence, but a trustworthy man keeps a secret.” -Psalm 11:13
I flaked on church and a friend today. &&I don’t really have a legit excuse. except. I didn’t feel like going to church today. I didn’t feel like spending time with this friend. I’m sick. &I’m tired. *sigh * I need to spark that fire again. but I don’t want to.
“Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others than yourselves. Each of you should look not only to your own interests, but also to the interests of others.” -Philippians 2:2-3 ———————————- I’m starting to wonder if asking for car rides to school or church is more of a...
I am in frustration with my classes. I’m starting to think I wasn’t cut out to be a bio major. nothing clicks. its all dead to me. until my friends, tony and max spoon feed me everything the teacher says. *sigh * sooo not good. whats gonna happen when I don’t have them around anymore? ———— A friend from church studied with Max, Tony and I for mamm phys....
Three random thoughts.
Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen. -Ephesians 4:29 has been this week’s verse. We talked about this during SG and fnf. Its been an eye-opener for me because I’ve been having much trouble with this. Thinking about it makes me realize what an ugly sinner...
Its easy to want change, but doing change is much harder.
Getting to the "Do" part
My parents and my sisters suggested I listen to this sermon by Bob Goff because they “really really liked it [as they say about all Horizon Speakers].” &&of course, I did…. His speech was about how we should stop “stalking” Jesus and do [aka. stop learning everything there is about Jesus to show that you love him, instead do something about it to prove that...
“What does into a man’s mouth does not make him ‘unclean,’ but what comes out of his mouth, that is what makes him ‘unclean.’
“Anyone who believes in the Son of God has this testimony in his heart. Anyone who does not believe God has made him out to be a liar, because he has not believed the testimony God has given about his Son. And this is the testimony: God has given us eternal life, and this life is in his Son. He who has the Son has life; he who does not have the Son of God does not have life.” What I...